Fright for being speak in front of people.

I have been so concerned with the way I speak because I never speak like how I write. And it frustrates me a lot when it comes to speaking English with people because I am WAY concerned with grammar, punctuation, pronunciation and all. I'm perfectionist remember. Hmm, why it's hard to scrape off this habit. I am currently pushing myself to the utmost limits of my ability and been forcing myself to keep on speaking English. Speak English, Nur Ezaty. Speak!!!
Just when you can change, try to get on building your confidence. Allah will not change your state, if you yourself not try to change.